I get frustrated when I can’t totally be myself.  There’s a particular situation that constantly stirs up my ill feeling and I don’t know how to handle it.  I don’t wanna hurt anyone’s feeling but if I chosse to express how I truly feel, things might get ugly.  This constant struggle to break free from all this, versus staying quiet and pretend everything is ok is making me sick emotionally.  I wanna run from it because I don’t know what to do.  I am still looking for a way out.